Cheesy, no?

This post will sound cheesy but....

I thought I'm over you...but apparently I'm not. I saw you couple days ago, after months, and I still felt weird. It was more like a fight, in my mind, about if it's good to see you or if it's not. And it ended in a draw.

Then the band started playing...

"Mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti, bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki...
Salahkah ku bila kaulah yang ada di hatiku?
...adakah ku sedikit di hatimu?"

Oh. The entire universe conspired to make me feel like this. I know that.

Btw this video doesn't help, does it?